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                 Finally my 3-weeks holidays here. As i have planned to update my blog during this period,here i would like to draw you a thought of "population" with words..

                 First of all,refering to wikipedia.org,In sociology and biology a population is the collection of inter-breeding organisms of a particular species which shares the same characteristics of nature. Surely though,human which is homo sapien(hs)(scientifically) will be my topic. As the population of HS is growing and growing…the earth now seems crowded with majority of this species. And each HS carries a chip -which is the brain-and amazingly they have all sorts of ideas that brought this world to become what it is now. Now the question this topic leads to is WHAT THE WORLD WILL BECOME IN ONE MORE 1000 YEARS? now that is too far…i will suggest 35 years later?

                 Now think about it. Each year,each month,each week……………. each day…each hour..each min         or even each second…there is HS out of nowhere created something to the HSs’ benefits…Life improvement,Lifestyle changes,discovery and so on. Why am i telling you all this? It is because there is just too many of incredible brain chip but lack of kindness in heart. The population grows bigger,powerful brain but used along with cruelty= disaster to human. As size of population of HS grows too fast,other species may felt harmful to them,thus may evolve even faster to protect themselves.eg plant..would you be scared if the plants start to invade humans by spreading HEAVIER dose of chemical spora through air when a big size of population of HS moves across the field? We never know what is the consequence will impact us as HS. This is merely a thought,yet stunned u for seconds.

                 Now about population characteristics.They share the same features,yet every each of these features belonging to hs is unique. This is because of the act of nature, it cannot be questioned. Out from my mind is that it does link to our purpose of living. that is to leave a name even though the soul has left the body. Now why am i saying this. (getting exciting,huh?) We as hs,do have our purpose of communicating with others,so that other people know us and we know them. Many will relates this to love,we seek for love by living till die. This is true but the reality lies behind it is we want other human to know us. Humans cannot live alone because they are born to love each other.    

                 If you dont trust me,answer me. Why do we know who’s bill gate? Why do we need to know our Malaysia’s first prime minister? and Why do we get to know Uncle Lim? We dont need to know them. . . but it just too contradict with the purpose of living if we don’t get to know them. It is our purpose to live and achieve some achievement with honour so that other human sapien on the other part of the world know us.

 Regarding friendship,first of all,let me ask you what comes in your mind about friendship. (Duh…surely not something u can eat) But in any special case,there are cases that friend may eat off your friendship in order to gain benefits to him/her -self.
    Or perhaps something that will make you willing to fight for your friend?
    Well,here comes my thought or purpose of writing this blog or more specifically this post ,which i do not know what the suitable title yet,is to define friendship in my opinion. Friendship is the bond or unusual intimate link between you and your friend. Not everyone you meet can be your friend,and this point is really important. When you meet this person which is soon-become your friend,you can actually sense it before anyone could tell indeed,if this fellow is going to be your sharing interests ,secrets etc partner. If he or she is someone you are comfortable with and can just talk any rubbish towards each other,let me assure you that he/she is most probably your best pal. You and your best pal,may experience happiness,sadness together or even argue and angry towards each other but hey..remember it is part of parcel of life…the process is very important in between the starting and ending. It is also a very enjoyable moment if you were to think back. However,no matter how,because of this bond called friendship,you and your friend will stay as friends.
       Deeply embraced in my heart,is this thing friendship,i’m very concerned about it.
If my friend or friend (s) is/are in trouble,i surely will step-out to raise a helping hand. If they in sadness,i will borrow them a shoulder to cry on. Well,saying is easier than doing,most readers of this post will say. But let me write here a defence statement first. All these i have thought before deeply when i was alone,without accompany, neither by family nor friends. I’ll do it,if i have the a opportunity to know first. Many may feel shy to tell,and in my case i feel my friends will think that i’m so annoying. End up,I would not know anything about my friends.
              Come to this point,i would like to touch about a question of friendship which most of you may be wondering. Life after school,i mean secondary school,and after it,what happens to you and your friends?
               Are you and them still that intimate? Or just hi and bye. For years,you have known about them,and perhaps been sharing secrets,interests,songs you and him/her like,and suddenly because of graduation you and him/her become …err strangers? It would actually hurt many that are sensitive if you were to look back. No doubt,is a fact.
               And also in any cases, like from a working environment to another,same situations may occur. It happens that you meet up some new friends,know his/her name,get his/her phone,after you and your friends not meeting as so recent,will you still later contact them? If not,why are you still calling them as friends? Maybe is myself that is not clear,should anyone tell me that friends should ask about how’s life going on to them every day? or just when meeting up after so and so and so long time.
                Lastly, a point that i wish to write is a friend if not the best friend,at least been together for years,should have learned to feel the thinking of his/her friend. In simple,a friend should know what is important to his/her friend or to his/her concern. A friend who values friendship should first think of him/her in anythings be it good or bad to happen.
                And recently there is actually one unexpected thing that happened. This incident brought 2 thoughts that really make me hurt. First,the unexpected thing is that i’m sorry my friend’s mother has passed away. This incident really made me numb,and i’m sure this will even cause more maybe 1000 times numbness and sadness to my friend who has to bear the consequences. I know her mother very well,she is a great lady,a strong one, and ever be a respectful mother of my friend in my heart. When i know about it,i really hope it was just a dream,merely a nightmare,but i just couldn’t believe it,it is just too sudden.
               I felt really sorry for her. Any saying now is meaningless.
               Back to another thought that I feel doubt about friendship is friends of my friend which i also know,although we are not in the same place studying,know about the news,and they all were able to pay my friend’s mother a last respect. And could i say they just not on purpose to forget about me? If i were to being informed early,i should have able to pay a last respect. I know my friend’s mother,she is really nice when she is still here. Come on,it is a really big thing. And the more i thought about it,that it is from these friends of my friend,that my other friend know about it. He told me,but by the time,i and him are too late to pay the last respect. We could have follow my friends of my friend,their car,to the place. We can drive you know,but we just do not know where it located. I’m not blaming anyone,neither my friend who has lost her mother,i do not expect her to inform,nor my friends of my friend. All i want to stress is the togetherness. I do not have the right to blame anyone,but if only they spent a minute to think of me,to ask my consent if i were to follow them to pay a last respect..I really hope they did,but..
             On the other hand,my this boyfriend of mine…i mean  boy friend,i’m not a gay. He told me,it’s ok,nevermind now you know,just keep it in your heart. My sis too. And her bf too. At least now i know,many friends just tend to forget this little friend not on purpose,i should forgive them. While i’m wondering if i have done anywrong to them,misbehave or what,that nothing reminds them of me,and i also wonders if my handphone not working,they cant contact me, perhaps they thought this is not kind of news that should spread too far…and this is not fair for my friend if it was to spread too far. I agree as well. Lastly sorry again to my friend. I love her,she must stay on. I cant lost her as friend.
                 Finally i know what to write as title…Let’s just call it Friendship of forgiveness.